Sooooo damn fukking LOooongg i never update. Sowie diary..i'm kinda bz wif my pjts though.Hai...Sunday3....usually sunday suppose 2 b a hapi & great day wif ur luv ones.Met my bf at Hougang at 1pm.Had our lunch sumwhere ard his area.While we were walking 2 our distination,his face was damn busuk i tell u.... like 1 2 sepak his face only.Serious! But i juz maintain & dun wanna ask much n juz let him feel dat way.Like the malays say "Gasak kau lak nak. Janji kau bahgia." I'm juz afraid..if i ask, he'll get angry or irritated.If i dun ask, he tot dat i'm not concern or i had a prob. In the end, i kept quiet. Upon reaching 2 the coffeeshop, Jack called me.I was surprised. Kenape eh dia kol aku? Ada ape2 ke? W/o further or do, i picked up his call. Well...he juz asked me hows the pjt going on & where am i. I said it was a great job & thanks 2 him.I also told him dat i was outside wif my bf.I guess the summary of the call is abt 3min+.Then........
I saw his reaction changes."Saper call?" he asked wif a curious voice but abit of high tone.I was like, "Jack...dia tanya how's the pjt going on.Abe i bilang la dat we hand it up already & wait 4 the result.Dia tanya i kat mane den i bilang ar yg i dgn u." He then look at me & giving me the "watever" face.U shuld know la how eh.My stomache is like a washing machine already.So w/o wasting anymore time, i asked him wat he wanna eat. And u know wat he say?... "Tak tau arh!" In my heart i was like... haiz..startlah kau punya perangai.Dah sampai sini tapi tak tau nak makan ape.Dunno how 2 think or wat. Instead of thinking, he buat bodo n looked at other things ard him. Den i say,"Takpe la..i tunggu.U rasa kalau u dah fikir ape u nak makan, u inform i ar k." Hai...juz b'coz of sumting,he babitkan the past wen we finish our lunch n headed back under his blok. Fight here fight there..cry here,cry there.End up...i go back alone.2minggu berturut-turut aku jumpa dia & i have 2 go back alone.Bila Sat jumpa, nothing happen.Ok je...But wen comes 2 Sunday, hai..mcm neraka.Actually i dun know wat is my BIGGEST mistake & wats wrong wif him.While i'm on my way 2 my bibik Ana's place,in bus 88, he msg me. U wanna know wat he msg? Dis.......
"If 1 day my parents or my siblings or even my family in amk
kol n ask u bout where is my whereabout or am i wit u...
It means tat im gone cuz i lari dari ns k...
U take gd care of urself dear... Luv n miss u always..."
Haiz....Bingit siak aku!!! Aku mcm nak sepak2 je muka dier. I quickly called him & ask wats his prob. Wat can i say,its hard 4 us 2 communicate nowadays eversince he's in the army. And as usual..fights. AGAIN. N it got WORST! Matair aku ni dah jadi degil jugak baru2 ni.But it all ends wif my lovely & nice talk.Matair aku ni kalau aku api, dia pon api. Tapi bila part dia api, aku air. Haiz.. enta la. Juz dun wanna comment much. I juz let things b.
Enjoyed myself wif my kecohrable makciks & lotsa yummylicious food. There's nasi beriyani, pastas, honey chicken & much2 more. Hmm......went back ard 10:30pm (aft i put down wif him b4 his lights off). Took a shower & surf the net on diploma digital media. Guess wat... its S$375 X 24. I'm really into it coz now i'm really2 interested in dis video production thing.Sumore if u sign up, u get a free IBM Thinkpad T42 (worth S$4,619 plus a 256mb thumbdrive).If u guyz dun know wat it is, its a laptop. Yup...its a laptop.Once u r done wif dis course, u'll get a certificate awarded by INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE (Southern cross). Cool rite...?!? Hmm..can't wait 4 dis course.Really looking 4ward 2 it.
As u guyz know, sch has ended. But dis Wed is our last day whereby we take our final DAVT Exam & aft dat, we r going 2 Seoul Garden wif my fellow classmates 4 the last gathering.Sheesh...!!!! Gonna mish my MMT2X classmates xcept 4 sum.Wish u guyz gd luck & have a bright future ahead of u.Wanna shleep..hehe..no more stress of project anymore. I'm FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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